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True GGEMs šŸ’Ž

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On February 1, 2022, we - our family of four - departed on a months long, Latin American adventure that we dubbed: Gran Gira Española de Maloneyā€¦ GGEM (pronounced JEM). We decided that we would each be ā€˜allowedā€™ one backpack and one carry onā€¦ needless to say (even though I was a driving force behind the decision) this limitation proved challenging!

ā€˜The White Albumā€™
Joan Didion, 1979

In the lead up to our trip I came across the packing list that Joan Didion had taped to her closet door. Her list wasnā€™t long - she was travelling often on assignment and so it was meant to be quick + efficient; yet, in only 15 lines, her list spanned the spectrum from requisite items (her typewriter + tampons) to a few creature comforts (a throw + bourbon).

Didionā€™s list was one more touch-point of awareness for me of how we each have our own needs and wants, and how they change based on circumstance or season of life. What she actually packed for assignments is moot, itā€™s the reality mixed with intention + hope in a list thatā€™s interesting, right?

Truthfully, even if it was uncomfortableā€¦ actually, ESPECIALLY because it was, in this life of ease + comfort to which we are so accustomedā€¦ I thought it was the perfect opportunity for us to lean into a simpler existence.

Day 2 of GGEMā€¦en route to our new CR homebase and already wondering why I packed so much. šŸ˜¬
(photo: FM ā¤ļø)

When contemplating what would win coveted space in my bag, I tried to balance: preparation (antibiotic cream + portable safe) WITH desire (learning to paint, finally reading Walden, being able to photograph what I was seeing). Our known destinations included jungle, desert, and mountain topsā€¦ and my romantic visions of a bohemian life on the beach (flowy dresses + oversized straw hat) was in stark contrast to my increasing anxiety about our family on a five day, 40km hiking/camping trip through the Andes (thermal underwear + wool socks). This wasnā€™t going to be an easy trip to pack for even if weā€™d planned on taking multiple bagsā€¦ alas: One. Backpack. Each.

So, there I was ponderingā€¦ what would we need, what would we want, what would fit? šŸ˜¬

One of my biggest conundrums was with regard to photographyā€¦ we would be in beautiful places (not only beautiful but bucket list destinations!); weā€™d be surrounded by flora and fauna, some of which is ONLY found in these places; and we would (I imagined + hoped), meet amazing people.

How do you visit the jungles of Costa Rica without a proper long lens for birds or macro for insects + frogs? How do you go to the Galapagos without a high end underwater housing to capture the penguins + sharks? How do you hike to Machu Picchu without a wide angle?
How do you ensure your camera is on standby when you might not have access to power for long periods of time? ā€¦ā€¦..

As you have likely already inferred: I was a tad overwhelmed by the myriad scenarios and how I might be able to meet them with the right gear at the ready?

Eventually I accepted the reality Iā€™d known all along: that A) it was a family trip, first and foremost (NOT a NatGeo expedition šŸ˜‚) and B) I was simply not going to have the space/weight allowance to pack every lens or light that might be handy/helpful (also worth noting that I donā€™t even own some of the gear I wrote of above and so they were highly unlikely additions to my bag anyway šŸ¤‘ lol).

Once Iā€™d gotten past the overwhelm, I turned inward and asked myself:

what photography is most meaningful to me?
and, in order to pursue that, what gear will I most need?

While this didnā€™t address all my uncertainty it sure as hell helped me get clear:

I wanted photos of my people traveling the world
AND
I wanted to be able to create meaningful portraiture if/when opportunity allowed, using minimal gear.

So, what would ā€˜meaningful portraitureā€™ mean, for me and on this trip? I decided that I would ask to photograph the women we encountered, the women who made a difference to us in our travels. This would be a chance to work + play in my chosen realm, while honouring the women who brightened our experiences.

If youā€™ve made it this farā€¦.

drumrollā€¦ā€¦.

I had the immense privilege of capturing images of seven different + phenomenal women. Some we knew pretty well, others we knew fleetingly (actually, one I birthed, but the other six we met on the road šŸ˜‰). Some I had an hour+ with to photograph and others only a few minutes. Each of them impacted us through their generosity, kindness, spirit, and authenticity and I will forever be grateful that each woman I approached said, ā€˜yesā€™. šŸ™šŸ¼

It is with profound appreciation that - in the coming weeks - Iā€™ll share a blog post for each of these phenomenal women.

A teaser of the WOMEN OF GGEM šŸ¦‹ * Costa Rica, Peru, Mexico *

There were a lot of takeaways from GGEM, not least of which is just how incredible the women of our world are!

With gratitude,

Lori

PS the studio will be partially open this Fallā€¦ more to come on that soon.

PPS I wholly agree with Georgia Oā€™Keefe (even if it isnā€™t my first choice šŸ˜‰); I did paint while gone but would never EVER say I ā€˜learned to paintā€™ šŸ™„; and - while I did try - ā€˜Waldenā€™ remains unread šŸ˜¬.